I read some where that the year of rabbit is going be full of turmoils and troubles. Or was it some story I cleared. I decided not to belief it then. But since we stepped into the new calender of 2011, I realized, the numerology or prediction for this year might be right. But I still am not ready to face it.
Why do I say that it may be right, because I myself faced problems with myself and one after another appeared. Nonstop. And faced all the emotional bullshit. Which was really really really horrible phase for me. Most difficult phase of my life.
What made it more clear was, most of my loved ones, including my best friends were also in a crisis. This made the prediction more clear.
I also experienced a feeling of why some people need some 'space' in life. I never could understand this before. For the 1st time in my life, I needed 'space' from my life and from myself, including my love. When you are in this phase, you just want to be left alone. It is not easy. But left alone for too long, you might find it difficult to find yourself.
What I also realized was, to over come whatever I was going through, after over a month or two fighting with myself, I needed to have peace with myself. Once I made this. I knew I was going to be OK after that. And it didn't take me long before I found peace with myself.
And back to my point. The crisis I see my fellow friends face, is similar to mine. The misery and pain and all link to personal life and struggle to move on. May Allah have mercy on us. Please you have to this time as I am not going to sit back and agree to what Mr Whabbit has for us. It is up to us to make to decide what is best for our life and make it to the top and reach for the stars.
