ATIF ASLAM ...one of the best ever paki singers...simply a talented artist...today proudly recording for India, BOLLYWOOD...that's a record for Pakistani's around the world...congrates...simply love him...what a voice..unique in its own way...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvYjUvWPXSk
"kaise bataye how should i tell you
kiu tujko chahey wonder why i love you
yara batana payein but i could never tell you
batein diloki my feelings
dekho zubaan ki aankhein look into my eyes
tujhe samjhayen jo baqi they will tell you the feelings of my heart
tu jane na....aaaa you have no idea
tu jane na....
tu jane na...aaaa
tu jane na
milke bi eventho we have met
hum na miley we are still not together
tumse na janye kiu i wonder why
milon key hai fasley the distance between us are miles away
tumse na janey kiu i wonder why
anjane hai silsile there are many unintentional stories between us
na janey kiu i wonder why
sapne hai palko talein there are dreams
tum se na janey kiu to be with you i wonder why
such beautiful lyrics....
Monday, January 18, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
hot peri peri!
What shall I say, problems are always here to stay, but they are only problem when think "its a problem", that is how I used to think...since the calender turned to 2010, I feel I am grown up, mind is more mature, want to explore deeper into life, and have some responsibilities. One of my new year resolution is on the track it will take a few months before it officially becomes mine..inshaAllah it will be I believe it will be, no matter how difficult it may seem.
I realized since I joined BernamaTV I had 2 problems in my life, one is the job itself and the other is effort into stepping in the other phase of life "the big word MARRIAGE" which has been pending since forever. Well since the beginning of this year I have changed the directions of my priorities, I thought I should not think about it much, and it was helpful...sadly my mother is the one who is much worried about it..Since the day I stopped thinking about it, she started talking about it daily..imagine how difficult it has been for me, since 3rd Jan it hasn't been a day she didn't talk about it....at this point my mind is like an atom bomb just waiting to explode and thanks to the situation at office which it seem's like never going to change...and I am actually considering to get myself another job, or shall I join my parents develop their business...it all has been so stressful, but I will have to choose one or the other, something has to be done...its not easy to be "the independent woman" all the time...life isn't getting easy, when your realize the top management is not treating you the same way as the some of the selected or most favoured people or I shall say 'the chosen ones' things get more difficult to be accepted, that is where you loose your patience...I have been very very very patient in life, have been tolerating lots of nonsense and things around me, some one told me human makes their own destiny, so I shall...but the question is...where to begin...I pray to Allah asking for guidance show me the right path...the whole journey of life is a risk...
Sometimes I wonder why do we have to chase all this...or may be I am tired of chasing it all alone...I need that some one in my life to hold my hand and run with me...or guide me..whenever I get into my dreamy mode something just strikes me and brings me back to pavilion..awakens me that its not going to happen...I have seen many times, that whenever I hope for something and start dream about it...or even feel happy 'okay this time it may work or it's mine' BANG! strike by disappointments...all these spices ingredients has made me a stronger person today...(whoever is reading this yeas im feeling really down and emotional at the moment) or may be a blunt and heartless...a smile is all I can give to the world saying I am OKAY, but if I don't tune myself to be Ok then who will....dont grieve as even Allah can't help you..I have learn that...you will always have to help yourself because no one will be there to help you when you need them the most...especially when you realize they are much more weaker then you....may Allah give me that strength to move further in life...ameen
Monday, January 4, 2010
Reaching for the stars
After all the sorrow I was going through for past few days, today finally one good news, one of my 2010 resolution is about to accomplished...but lots of research and hard work involved and ofcourse it needs well planned financing..its my wish list no3....ameen that is what I said when my mom called to inform about it...I said to myself Allah does love me, HE actually has bigger plans for me.
At least something is coming true. I have nothing in my mind but to own it...IT IS MINE!!...that is what I wanted and it is at my door step...now my hope is for the financing process to go smoothly...I might just have one problem, and that is I might not be eligible for the loan as my salary is low compared to the purchase price..this can happen...just pray i will get through this as well...
Sunday, January 3, 2010
What a journey!
I was happy to spend the 1st day of my 2010 with my best buddies, went back to Sharazad's kampung in Melaka, Kampung Sg Rambai, parents were nice, they were very informative, food was splendid, fresh seafood, her dad's a fisherman, so we had fresh sea prawns for dinner...hmm I wonder what my cholesterol level will be like... hope its still close to normal as before, maybe will have a check up on Monday..
I had a good peaceful time there, mission of he trip was Gunung Ledang, we had a little picnic at rivers, just the three of us...tonnes of families gathered on a Saturday...did human watching..many characters, many stories noticed just by observing others...did i mention the toad incident? that was a cracker hahaha...fleshing back it makes me laugh. I had a good swim.We left early in the morning at 8 and were home almost 2pm, then we slept...and we slept...and we slept hahahah that what I call a good rest.
I had all the positive vibes with me, prepared to face 2010 fresh and full of energy..lots of ideas lots of expectations, but the moment I got home, mom told me about something which really dampened my hopes..I felt my world just crashed...it sadden me deep, so deep that I can't even discuss it with anyone but my mom, she was also sorry about it...but after a day, now I feel I am capable to face it. I might just have to change my route and may be never to have high expectations...this always happens...whenever I am hoping for something and feel this is it, it just crashes and hurts so much, Allah keeps tasting my patience...its OK I think I can still manage. ..but do'h who doesnt get hurt when ur expectations are shattered...
So I have decided to take things differently now, may be its a wake up call, lucky it happen at the early few days of the month, atleast I still have time to divert my life route ...well as I always say life is always hot and spicy...its only the beginning of it... ;)
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